I did it again
It's because I still love you
I can't admit it to myself
And definitely not to you

Scream
Again
It's the pain I live with

Afraid
Memories
It's what I can't forget

I stand at this campaign
Unable to complain
Holding this champagne
As I try to explain
Again and again
How much I want to be with you
And I'm about to go insane

So lost
And miserable
It's too much to take

The pain
of heartbreak
It's not what I wanted

I did it again
Standing outside of your door
Hoping you'd let me in
And love me like you did back when

Aiden Florence

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