She goes to sleep to stop thinking that horible thought and to stop the

tears from flowing from her blue eyes. She wakes up and its all she

does not to. She misses that feeling, shes misses love. She doesnt tell

her friends and might not because she knows exactly what they'll say.

She only tells God and hides the secret. She waits trying to be patirnt

and at times fails. She goes outside and watches the sunset and

thinks as the tears fall that she is strong and can do this. But she still

feels the same and she talks to the past as if they can cheer her up

and fill this black whole. But they ignore her and make promises that

wont come true. And all she can do after that is feel like shes done

wrong and blames herself. Shes still waiting and hopes that God will

bring her love soon, because the pain hurts and doesnt know what

else to do.

Jessica Elizondo

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-lost-confused-girl/